The clocks went back last night. Now that I am not working it doesn’t seem important to me any more. I had another odd dream. I was in a house where builders were embarking on a major refurbishment. There were lots of loose floorboards and I was warned to tread extremely carefully as they were being replaced. I felt optimistic in the dream as though the disruption and chaos would be worth it in the longer term. I hope it is my subconscious looking positively at the Cancer treatment. I know that others see me as a very strong person who will be able to face this unknown bravely. I am not convinced they are right.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
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Of course, we are right! You should know better than to confuse courage with fearlessness. The former is facing up to reality; the latter is just stoopid! The very fact that you are writing this blog and sharing your fears with others shows exactly the courage that people like me admire you for. We also, of course, admire you for your vivid writing. Incidentally, your old friends at Bromley Shul asked me to pass on their best wishes to you.
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